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Where the secret lies
Thats the place
Hearts keep coming back to

They plead forgivennes
And swear to remember

All I do
Is beg for a reason
Why I keep seeing your eyes

It doesnt matter
That one of us is long gone
And my heart and soul
Are miles away
From running to you

I come home
Whenever possible
And every part of this room
Cries along my craving
Cause I cant keep living
Inside you

Within memory
Within loss
We keep on grieving
And refusing whatever is left
Chained
Like locks
Not meant to be open

And although I love you
Beyond my screaming
My words cant reach
Your eyes cant seek
So there is nothing else
Although there is love

Even so
Despair goes by
Every blink of my eye
There are seconds
When unique parts of you
Walk through this doors
Take my hand
And we walk in silence

So quiet
Sound asleep
There is nothing left for us
No air
Or hands
Not even our precious words
Although you are here
And I cannot be elsewhere
Neither feel something
Other than this eye opening
Everlasting despair